Can you believe that the upward bound math and science ended so fast? i dont want to go home for reasons i cant say. i just…… i liked being here. the classes where stupid and we all had a shit-load of memories that just thinking about them…… make me smile. like that time that cristina was all scared and she jumped when jeremy and i walked up from behind her. that was funny. and yesterday in the cafeteria when mirna went all crazy with the sprite. it went everywhere and she yelled: ” WELL FUCK YOU” really loud cuz rey and them were looking and laughing…….i must admit…….we were all kinda laughing……. so was mirna. and when crystal was sore and she could hardly sit down and much less get up! and my G.I. JOE foosball table experiences. that was always fun. taping the hell out of G.I. JOE so that he could take the place of the missing goalie. i had my moments. they were okay. then i had my other type of moments like when i had my breakdown. that wasnt okay. but thats why i got so much closer to crystal, cristina, and mirna (my dorm mates)…. because they’ve seen me through my worst times and through the best. and im gonna miss all the super late night talks about everything that was floating around in our heads. but as  a wise sophmore going on junior once said: “THIS CONVERSATION IS NOT OVER YET” and i take that to heart…….. we will always be friends. best or not best… we’re still close. and saying good-bye is for fags!

**smiles**